I turn to the keyboard... the computer keyboard...
If only I knew how to play the piano... I have writer's block now. Also, I feel as if the whole world is watching my blog, ready to attack me. Whatever I post on this blog, I have always generalized if it wasn't about me. I would share bits of details about my life story if it's only about me and no others involved. But when there were others involved, I was very careful of what I write and how I write it. Blog, emails, letters, text... they're all the same. It's how the reader wants to read it. There is no emotions on these words and the reader is the one adding the tone and emotion to it while reading it. Unless you read my blogs with your heart, you shouldn't dare say you understand me or can feel my frustration and/or pain in my words.
아름다운 음악을 연주하고 싶다. 글 쓸려고 아무리 노력해봐도 못하겠다. 어디론가 멀리 살아져버리고 싶다. 아무도 모르는 곳에... 아무도 없는 곳으로... 정말 사는게 싫다........ 정말 지칠때로 지쳤다...................
'If one wants to see clearly, then one can only do so with the heart.'
Siento así que utilicé y desagradecido. Ahora no puedo incluso decir cualquier cosa. Estoy decepcionado en alguna gente. Pensé que esto era un país con la libertad de expresión.
Look at me! Yo perdida mucha pesa.
You can see the bones on my chest instead of a cleavage. Even after my weight loss, I am still a 34C so bones showing through like that is weird. I am now 102 pounds. My height? Somewhere around 5'5. This morning I woke up after having a really weird dream. I am starting to feel the depression crawl out from deep inside. No hablaré más. Si es la guerra que usted quiere, me prepararán. No moriré solamente.
| “I am the punishment of God... If you had not committed great sins, God would not have sent a punishment like me upon you.” -Genghis Khan |
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